If you see right where you’re at, you’ll see that this is the perfect place to be and you are the perfect person to be who you are. You can make friends with yourself. Hold still and watch the clouds come and go. If something is pulling you away, you don’t have to get rid of that. When the negativity comes, don’t abandon your karma. The main emphasis here is: Don’t miss your life! It is not about what you accomplish as a meditator. Everything you need to awaken, to live an uplifted and sane life, is right here. You have to discover that. You don’t have to look elsewhere.
You might say, or you might think “Let’s have the fruition of this whole thing. I’m tired of running in circles and hearing ‘you’ll get there, keep going!’”. The Second Noble Truth, the cause of suffering is wanting things to be different than they are. We want things to be perfect.